Although I have my friends and have my family
I've never felt more alone, It's built up inside of me
I smile and I laugh so no one has to see
That there's no way that they will ever understand me
But I know that you wont
You don’t know anything about me
And I don’t expect you to
You don’t know anything about me
SO WHAT IS IT YOU'RE SEEING
WHEN YOU'RE LOOKING STRAIGHT AT ME
I CANT EVEN STOP TO THINK
BECAUSE MY HEART IS BOUND TO SINK
ALL THESE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD
SLOWLY ROT AND INFEST
I CANT BEGIN TO DIGRESS
CAUSE THIS MESS IS DIRTIER THAN YOU THINK
My ship has a torn sail
And a broken rudder
I'm not quite the Bismark
But I've been better
SO WHAT IS IT YOU'RE SEEING
WHEN YOU'RE LOOKING STRAIGHT AT ME
I CANT EVEN STOP TO THINK
BECAUSE MY HEART IS BOUND TO SINK
ALL THESE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD
SLOWLY ROT AND INFEST
I CANT BEGIN TO DIGRESS
CAUSE THIS MESS IS DIRTIER THAN YOU THINK
THAN IT SHOULD EVER BE
IT SAYS THAT I WILL NEVER LEAVE
IT SAYS THAT RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME
IT SAYS THAT RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME
So when you see me walking underneath your streetlights
Just remember that I'm not as happy as you think I am
(I'm living a dead end)
I'm living a dead end
You see, you'll never have to know
I'm two steps from failure
And it wont ever have to show
You will never have to know
How I feel inside
I'm living a lie
WHAT DO YOU SEE
YOU LOOK AT ME
AND ALL THESE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD
THEY SLOWLY ROT AND INFEST
AND I CANT CLEAN UP THIS MESS
ITS DIRTIER THAN YOU.
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